Welcome to Spring!

Let me be real about this - I am a cranky homosexual. 

I don't mean to be bitter and cranky - I just am. Maybe it is because I am getting on in age (42!) but I firmly believe it is because I work too much. I know that it my fault I do, but I can't help it. 

When you have your own business you pretty much give up your personal life. My friends tell me that the shop should be able to run on its own, but dammit I am a Type-A personality and I like to make sure shit runs smoothly. 

I try to be upbeat and positive, but I am finding it is much easier just to lash out and be a bitch. I didn't use to be this way. I use to be fun-loving, care-free, and full of energy - well that is the image of me I am willing to believe.

But now all I do is chase receipts, work at the shop, and deal with mean customers. 

There is HB (Hot Boyfriend) but even he has grown weary of my antics. 

I need to find my center - and get more sleep. Meaningful sleep. 

Today's rant is about how this is SUPPOSED to be the first day of Spring. It is motherfucking cold as shit here in the STL and I am over it! Bring on the sweltering heat and the sunny days. I fucking hate the cold. 

See? I am turning in to a cranky old man bitching about the weather. Sheesh. I need to go look at some porn ASAP. That will cheer me up. 

Until next time, 

Jim